i think that for the whole of my life, i've been playing a game. nothing is taken seriously as i know ultimately, this game will end. this game might last for 16 years, maybe a little bit more. once everything is over, its Game Over. yet now, i just wish to start everything over again. to amend for the many things i've done and not done. i havent been the best friend/student/daughter/person i cld be. i take everything lightly, not puttin in my best in whatever i do. sometimes i do things which i know are wrong, say things which i'll regret. i guess if life is measured by living life to the fullest, i think i deserve an f9. i've let many ppl down, myself esp. and i know the way my life turns out, is not by fate or destiny, but the way i control it with my actions, thought, words. i've only one life. and if i dont live it in a way i wont regret, who will?


sigh. and i dontknow why One message can make me cry? hah. Stupid.

okay.

bye.